Road Maps And Other Adventures

Here is a little fun from my weekend.  These are texts I received.  They were sent to me, and not the girl, over the course of 3 days.  The person sending the texts refers to a road map of places on my body. 

"Left inside thigh right above the knee.  I want a picture of just that spot.  For now."

"Right hip exactly where you want it.  Show me."

"More skin.  You can use the blanket to cover other parts."

"Go to your room

Lock the door



Unbutton your pants



Take off your shirt... Slowly



Lower your pants slightly



Trace your fingers along my path. Slowly



Again



Caress your left breast.



Pinch just a little bit.



I think it's time for me to see me third stopping point. (as much as you are comfortable with)

After you send it, wet your fingers a little. You know where.



Caress your belly



Good girl. Beautiful.



Move your fingers back down. Down. In.



Be sweet. Sweet and slow. Take your time. Enjoy yourself. You feel great.



I remember a slight punishment is due, too. Pinch where my first stop is.
(I can't pinch myself hard, so I slapped instead)



Now you can finish."

Sticks & Stones May Break My Bones...

but names will never hurt me.

(That's how the girl learned it. Conventional wording is "words" not "names")

What's in a name? What names are you called by your D? How do they affect you?

The girl's wcD calls her "slut" and "whore" during play. Before play and in texts, email and on the phone she is called "my pet".

EcD refers to the girl as "slut" and "whore" also, but not really as names - more as descriptive nouns. When he does use a name, he uses the girl's proper name, and more often than not, at the end of the session. He doesn't usually use any name for the girl, so when he does, it makes the girl feel like she has pleased him

Mistress J. She's new here and the girl is unsure how involved they will be. MJ used the girl's proper name when correcting the girl, and "sweet girl" when she was pleased.

All-in-all, "slut" and "whore" don't bother the girl, and she actually is fond of being called "slut". When MJ used her proper name, it felt completely different than hearing it from ecD. The girl knew it was not said warmly. Quite a different experience. The girl's favorite is when ecD uses her proper name.

And you?

Master vs Mistress

Oh Mistress J, you are good to me!

How This All Started

The girl is not a slave, she is a sub.  She has a D - she has 2; she also has none.  The girl is in limbo.  The girl finds this unsettling. 

This all started when the girl was first married.  She had needs.  She wanted to be tightly laced into a corset.  She owned four of them - 2 custom made, 1 leather and one off-the-rack.  The nice thing about corsets are the laces.  They are long enough to use to bind your arms or hands.  Very handy.  She wanted her husband to hit her while she was bound.  She asked her husband to do this and he did.  He was very good at it.  It was a magical experience, but only to her.  Her husband found it made him uncomfortable.  He never did it again.  He eventually slipped and fell into another woman's vagina.  Oops.

The irony is that he lives the lifestyle now.  Pisses the girl off to this day.

Then the girl married another man and again, it was not a hobby she shared with him. He never was able to answer the question, "Top, Bottom or Switch?"  He didn't understand it, but never made an effort to try to.

What is a girl to do?

It started one night on Facebook.  The girl couldn't sleep and was watching her favorite movie Secretary.  She made a silly post about changing her name to Lee Holloway.  A friend from high school messaged her about it and they started talking.  About lots of things current and in the past.  She told him about the things she liked and the situation she was in.  They continued to share messages, although the "just talking" turned a bit inappropriate in a really good way.  But still, it was her talking to him, that's it.

Then one day they were talking about boring everyday stuff and out of the blue he tells her to do something and not to text him back until it was done.

The girl didn't know what to think:  Was he serious?  He couldn't be serious. He's joking, right?  So three days go by without a word from him.  He ignored her.  And it excited her, and drove her mildly insane.  Finally they talk and have an amazing round of sexting/phone sex.  Nothing more was said about the order he gave her...

Memorial weekend was coming up and the girl needed to get her house in order for company to come up.  Her house is 4200 sq ft and is a bitch to clean.  Add to that 3 kids and the clean up is never ending.  Out of the blue she gets a text:  "Bathrooms scrubbed now."

She didn't hesitate or think this time.  She got up out of bed, got her cleaning supplies and started working.  She was also told to put on her tightest heels to work in.  It was the most thorough  job she has ever done cleaning her house and the most fun she had while doing it.

There is of course more to the story, but that is enough, for now...

It's All In The Timing

My wcD & the girl have decided to put things on hold for awhile.  Both Sir's and the girl's everyday lives are hectic so the timing just isn't right.

The girl has a feeling, however, that even though she may not be in a formal D/s relationship yet with wcD, she will be seeing him soon, OOC.  That will give her a bit more freedom with Sir, but she knows that the minute she sees him behind closed doors, she will be at his feet.