A sad day for me. A couple of days ago, tO decided to not continue our real life relationship and with that, today came the severing of our play relationship.
Not an easy thing to swallow, the break up, but hopefully I will learn from it.
tO was amazing. He was everything I could want in a D. The play we shared was on a level I've never experienced before. Which is exactly why I couldn't write much about it. It was all too intense and personal to share.
Asking to be released was hard, but necessary. I asked not because I want to jump into another D/s relationship, but because I viewed it as a real tie to him. When he asked me if I would be his s and if I wanted him for a D, I answered yes and took it seriously. He removed the ribbon when he was out a few weeks ago, because I was having surgery.
So I am glad I didn't have to take it off myself tonight.
That would have been too much.
And I hope he changes his mind and comes back to me.
