My Christmas Wish

Tomorrow is a big day for me.  Tomorrow I take the first step towards reclaiming my life.

I am anxious.  My stomach hurts.  My fingers have butterflies (ecD knows what I mean).

I need a way to process the pain I am feeling inside.

As a sub, do you ever have days where you need something?  Is your D/s relationship one where you can ask and your D will help?  Will He understand that your asking for something goes beyond being greedy and is a true, deep need and that you wouldn't ask if it wasn't very important?

Mine is like that.  In play, what I want is of no matter to him, of course (though usually, we want the same thing).  But out of play I can ask for something and he obliges.

Unfortunately, he can't help me tonight.  My need requires a hand - his hand.

My Christmas wish:

I need to be tied up and hung.  Whip me with the horse whip along my back ribs.  Start slow, but firm.  Build the intensity, keeping the tempo slow.  Switch to your wide leather belt.  Aim across the small of my back - 3 smacks should do.

Spin me around to face you.  Take the blind fold off if it's on; I want you to see the pain in my eyes.

The bridle straps are next.  Bring them down hard and quick from by breasts to my thighs.

Take me off the hook, but leave my hands bound.  Bring me to the bed, lie me down and secure my hands over my head.  Put the blind fold back on because now I don't want to see you, I just want to use you, take from you.

Spread my legs wide and run your tongue along my clit.  Make me cum.  Again and again and again.

Untie me.  Cover me up with a blanket.  Kiss my forehead.  Climb in next to me, or leave - I don't care - I'm asleep by now.