Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Thoughts on ecD

The girl has known her ecD since she was 15.  They went to the same high school.  She lost her virginity to him, so they have some history, albeit limited.

He used to come into her work, a small convenience store.  He had eyes that sparkled with intelligence and a crooked grin that reeked of trouble.  He was tall, dark and handsome and she was quite taken with him.

Although she gave him her virginity, he was never her boyfriend, for reasons that don't belong in a blog.  Their differences were erased in senior year with an apology by the boy.

She did not see him much after graduation.  He left for college.  She worked at a bank while going to a local college. 

And then the girl moved to the West Coast and thought very little about the tall, dark and handsome boy with the crooked grin.  She eventually got married, had a child, got divorced and married again, and had 2 more children.

Facebook changed all of that.

The girl strongly believes that things happen for a reason.  She is trying to figure out why they have reconnected and clicked so well.  There is some reason that the boy with the crooked grin talks with her, shares things with her and helps her.  And there is also a reason he is indulging her need to be controlled.  She will let you know when she has figured it out.

She is very fond of him, as she expects one must in a D/s situation.  She marvels at the changes in him.  The boy with the crocked grin has matured into a fine man and father.

And he still has that crooked grin...

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