Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Anxiety

Is it normal to question your submissiveness?

Boundaries.  Limits.  Breaking points.  Thresholds.

I expect to be pushed, to be tested.  What if I can't?  What if I won't?  What if that word comes out of my mouth?

In theory, I know that I have freely made the choice to not say "no". But I also know there is a safety net waiting for me if needed.

What does a Dom want?  Complete submission sans contest?  Or is there triumph in witnessing that internal struggle each sub must eventually experience when asked to do something or have something done to them that they don't want?

What if I fail?

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